Beware of Deceit for deceit is Treason to life, to human health, and to our Creator. As I cannot repeat often enough, normal human sexuality when lied about opens a trap door into all kinds of horrors.
And the sad thing is male sexual experiences in fantasy both awake and asleep are well-neigh universal. The laws of God and of Nature yet are plainly evident—man-on-man sex is EXCLUDED and must not be done. Labels mean NOTHING whatever when divorced from spiritual reality.
If you are in some such secret society, my advice is to leave it at once. Love your children and children unborn at least as much as you enjoy the ego boost of forbidden sodomy.
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