I
want to analyze a little more what goes inside one's head when they
feel led by the spirit. In my case, critics could say that I use the
will of God as an excuse to confirm what I would have done anyway
without any spiritual help. For example, I have recently and
regularly attended a mosque. Sometimes sitting on the floor in an
attitude of prayer and waiting for the service to begin, I have
thought to myself—does God support what I am doing since I am a
Christian? I can imagine God looking down on me with approval because
he understands that what I am doing comes from the disciplines of
love as I perceive them. I have been earnestly trying to overcome a
prejudice. I have seen many news reports and commentaries that tend
to paint Muslims as being extremist throughout. But from my
experience at the mosque here in St. Petersburg, this clearly is not
the case. So despite the Muslim belief that Christ was merely a
prophet and that works in the last analysis contend with grace in
importance, I feel certain that God wants me there. I even feel
certain that Jesus, his only son sitting at his right hand, also
supports my actions to worship his heavenly father as I do and as
the Muslims do. So it could be said that I am looking to God for
support for something that I really want to do willfully on my own.
Yes, because I feel it so strongly, I remain certain that I am in
divine will.
So
when I hear two different political points of view claiming divine
leadings, I can appreciate that both sides strongly feel, believe,
and have adamant faith that their leanings are true. Perhaps while
not logically consistent, I believe it possible that both are right
for both are necessary in the big picture.
Finally,
a note about tonight's blog. I composed it using some software that I
just received today. That software is Dragon NaturallySpeaking. I
simply speak into a microphone and the words magically appear on the
screen. I must admit it does a great job; better than the software I
tried six years ago by the same company. Obviously, the software
engineers have made great improvements. One helpful new feature is
that now one can choose their accent region—for me, southern.