The other day I wrote a blog that included the
following statement: “To overcome
bitterness, one must learn to forgive others; to overcome discouragement, one
must learn to forgive oneself. Forgiveness involves ‘pardoning somebody for a mistake or
wrongdoing’’’ Encarta Dictionary. Somehow “self-pardon” in human experience is woefully inadequate when
we sense we have engaged in wrongdoing, for often such wrongdoing—intentionally
or otherwise—involves many. There comes
to be a profound sense in which we have wronged not only ourselves or others,
but also God. As David observed: Against
You [God], You only, I have sinned And done what is evil in Your sight, So that
You are justified when You speak And blameless when You judge. (Psalm 51:4 New
American Standard Bible). That is,
when I wrong others or myself, I can come to perceive that I have not only
wronged human beings, but I have wronged the Creator—a transcendent third party. That is why it is not good enough for others
to forgive me or for me to forgive myself.
There is the nagging sense that further forgiveness is necessary. From time immemorial, mankind has offered
sacrifices for atonement. This testifies
to the common human experience of the perception of a Transcendent Other that
deserves our recognition and faithfulness. Therefore “belief” in God woefully understates
the case. It is not so much that we give
a notional nod to a higher power, but that we are flooded with the sense of God
emotionally, intellectually and spiritually with complete force. It becomes not so much a matter of belief as
recognition of fact. For Christians, Jesus
bled and died for atonement of our sins; what are called for now are not death
rituals but confession, forgiveness, renewal, and participation in eternal
life. We should be wary of those who
aver that mankind has entered some brave new world of feeling and emotion
in which sacrifice has no place. (It can take on many hidden and devious forms.) It has
a central place, but the signal sacrificial act has already been accomplished and is
totally sufficient to meet our needs.